Dear diary,
why does people not realise I am godlike warrior figurehead that must be respected, yet feared.
I do not know why the world look at me and say "Kim Il Jong is bad, bad man." I am not a bad man. I am revered socialist leader with millions of poor destitute warrior followers.
I cry at night when I thin of the no respect given to myself from the wetsren scum that says I am a backwards leader. No! I am great leader!
I love you all, yet you show such affront to me and I find there is no reason for me to stop myself from inflicting hurty pain onthose who do not respect my every whim.
You politically illiterate bloodsuckers, we will annihilate you with a fresh revolutionary upswing!
Ah, it is hard to be godlike figurehead.